不要紧，因为我也很忙。
不要紧，因为我不介意一个人做我喜欢的事 。
不要紧，我是时候休息了。
不要紧，因为我会陪着你，好与不好。
不要紧，我和你也会有意见不一的时候。
不要紧，因为你每次生病就等于给我多一些机会照顾你。
最不要紧的，还是因为我爱你。
你的Dear Dear
对不起，因为我不能花多一点时间陪你。
对不起，因为我不能和你一起做你喜欢的事。
对不起，我害了你。
对不起，因为我不知道要怎么做才可以变得更好。
对不起，我不能一直支持你的决定。
对不起，因为我每次生病就等于miss a turn有还多事情不能做。
最对不起的，还是我自己。
It's been some time since I blog..
Here's a special date to remember..
My step grandma passed away this morning in KL.
Actually I don really feel anything about it since it's been more than 10 years since I visited her..
It's the second day of cny..
I still have lots of places that I haven't go to bai nian..
As I'm getting married next year, it will be my last year getting red packets..but I couldn't get any as I haven't been anywhere.. Just feel a little pity..
Jaja side already prepared red packets for me to take..and they don't even mind me going down to visit them or celebrate with them..
I just knew there're a lot of people to inform..need to inform the whole world about it..and lots of calls to make..
Since it's in KL, papa will represent us..we're not going back or the wake..
This is the first time a funeral affect us..so little..
Lucky both side is ok with us getting married this year end..
Our relationship with this grandma is so distance away..I think I only get to visit her probably less than 10 times in my life? That's y I don't feel anything..
I also heard a lot of tales from my mama that how she used to live with her..for those..I can't say anything..
There's so little that we could do over here..I just hope she can rest in peace..
I just knew..my sis is sick..I'm sick..jaja is sick..papa is also feeling sick..
This is the first time..so I also don't know what are the things to take note..so..we'll see how it goes cos nobody in my house knows what to do with it..
