想不开的事情突然迎刃而解，it's becomes a happy leap year! Yeah!
Happy leap year! This will be the first and..hope to be the last tough leap year to pull through.. Hope everything will be smooth today for me..
I am really sorry...to my kids.. that I neglected you all and did not do the best that I can do for all of you.. I am really sorry...to myself that I did not treat myself better and keep lacking of sleep..causing myself be blur and keep making mistakes...I am so sorry...to Jaja that I did not spend enough time to accompany u and didn't do anything to make u feel better about your worries at work..I am so sorry..to my mum that I seldom come home for dinner now..making u worry about my health and eating out unhealthily.. I an so sorry..to my studies that I did not study in depth and just keep on rushing assignment till the last minute..I am so sorry..to my Dyb temple friends that I did not put in more time and effort to do things which I should play a part in.. And last of all.. Thanks everyone for giving me chance for all my mistakes and helping me to cover my roles and duties.. and trying to cheer me up when hanging out with each and everyone..thanks a lot.
天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其
流传那么久了，如果说得不对，那儿能到今天？
同修们，还记不记得曾经听过“如果天降大任这次通不过，下一次天还是会出同一个大任来考你，考到你通过为止。”
今年已经二十六了，经过那么多，我终于明白什么是担当，看到之后的美丽。以前总是在别人面前躲躲闪闪的我，竟然能在那么多人面前说话。不会说话的我竟然当了老师，还一教，教了4年。双语不好的我，竟然去选许多人都没有勇气修的翻译课，还一读，读了3年。没时间的我，总是被妈妈念啊念叫我不要一直去佛堂，竟然还成了老师，还一去，去了十年。
与其说是兴趣，倒不如说这些都是我得面对的挑战。天蝎座的我就是喜欢坚持到底。那种不放弃的精神是最值得珍惜的。
在这几年，好几次都想放弃这三样东西。三样一起忙，肯定忙不过来。有时候会问自己为什么要自讨苦吃。但是，为何不以苦作乐，苦中作乐呢？我想那是最高境界吧。有时身边的人看我那么忙，都觉得很心疼，要我放弃，但我还是相信这世界会有奇迹。
因此，不管我有多忙，病得多严重，受多少的斥责批评，我还是相信总有一天，我会熬出头的。今年终于看到一点曙光。我快要毕业了，这事我人生一大乐事。至少我曾经有坚持过，以后在回味往日，我能自豪地对着自己说：“我对得起自己。至少我尽力了，我不是草莓族！”
I am really feeling very stress. School work and studies both together. Just did one (gebiz) admin work wrongly and PO already given out. I don't know how.
Today, I'm very irritated by the people in school. I rather have naughty students than facing those irritating peoplessssss. My p2 ex student so cute, gave me orange juice when I already bought my own drink. A p2 student with not much pocket money still can buy me good juice to drink. Hee.. I couldn't reject her back the drink. End up I gave my own drink to her best friend. Ok la. They missed me alot and I miss them too. Too bad I didn't get to teach any of them this year.
