It was quite a success yesterday..just because it didn't overrun any bit! hehe..but really thanks to many helping hands to make the performance go so smoothly..finally..the thing that irritates me for these few months finally finish! I learnt that when comes to planning wise..there are also many details that I overlooked...Everytime..everything I all do by myself..this and that..split myself into many the physical me..the virtual me..the spiritual me..during busy times I always split myself into 3..how could I do that..but yes..I did able to..but not more than 3..this round I need more than 3 people..to run the whole show..so really grateful that there's help coming..just like the old saying..even I have 三头六臂...I still cannot manage alone..Now I know how this 三头六臂 come from..ha..

Stumbled on a news on NTU having double degree in Chinese medicine...I still remember long time ago..being a doctor is my 2nd ambition in my life..which is the 1st? Haha..lawyer. That was when I'm 7 or 8 years old? My doctor ambition started in Sec 2..and that was my "smartest" but "loneliest" moment of all..results best..no friend..You can't have both ways..that's the perfect of the imperfect..everytime it's like that..I study better when I'm alone..Do things better when I'm alone..maybe because I know nobody can help me and I can only help myself..therefore the potential in me just came out..but..it's tiring..

I ask myself..if there's a chance for me to study again..do I want it? Study is tiring...because of the exams..if u don study for exams..it is interesting..just like what I'm studying now..if i have the time not to study part time but full time..I guess things will really be different..I'll be enjoying and research and go further myself to really learn and improve my translation skills..yes..I'm not a language person..but I study 2 languages..yes I'm not a verbal person..but I'm a teacher..Haha..challenging my weak points? No! It's...just like that..I didn't think of any objectives..no goals..nothing..just doing something that I feel I will like..other than my pri sch and my first cca..which I didn't choose myself..all other decisions are made by me..sec sch..jc..go nie..go unisim..study which course..join what cca..I have the choice I want..maybe that's y my "rebellious mood" during teenage not high...I seem to be contented with whatever I have..so I didn't grumble..and that's a thanks to my parents..other than controlling my results and not letting me fail..they did not whip me with any other things...I guess..couldn't remember..

It's going to be my last paper tomorrow..I hope everything goes smooth and...I have a better future ahead of me..^_^