After exam today...I got a shock from the school...
There's performance today..whom I'm the in charge..the performance overran by an hour....and ate other subject teacher's period..I'm so sorry..but I'm not around and i really don't know what happen and how come it overran so much...The teachers were upset..P was annoyed..I know it's all my fault..but I just don wan to 连累other people..
There's another performance for another level tomorrow..i'll be in school..and i really hope it won't overrun and everything will be fine and run smoothly and end early..
I start to panic..actually I really dono what to do...with so many teachers going for exam leave..including myself..end up only left one permanent teacher in the afternoon session..
What should I do..actually it's too big a thing for me to handle..不管是人际或工作都变得很复杂...sometimes I really got the urge to convert myself to flexi and just teach and nothing else..I don mind the pay..I don need to climb any ladder..den I don need to live in shock...fear..and panic all the time..
Everytime..things will be like that..studies busy..cannot manage work..work busy..cannot manage studies..两头不到岸...如何是好...
And I just hope everything will go well for tomorrow...don play on me again...
