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Monday, January 23, 2012

Ever worst sucky Chinese new year...

Even during eve of Chinese new year.. My family is quarreling.. I'm being forced to quarrel.. Saw my sis did not tidy her stuff.. Just eat sleep watch tv serial.. She put her worksheets on my table.. Which triggers me to quarrel with her..and her 傲气makes her talk back and pick on me on every little thing I did..

And the reunion dinner was never ever a good one.. Cursing each other during Lao Yu Sheng.. I was forced to eat unhappily at the same table with my family.. I ate quietly..

I suggest to Jaja watch midnight movie on today.. Dono y he came over to my house just to quarrel with me.. I dono y everytime he will start the quarrel..just like my sis.. Picking on every little flaws I have..am I not good enough? I think I am a good girl.. But how come I'm still being picked at? I don need another sis to pick on me.. I never ever pick on him or unhappy with anything he did.. End up he wanted to change me.. He say he won try to change me.. End up he always eat back on his word and always think what he did and what he think is always right.. Why can't I have my own thinking and own way of doing things? Sometimes it has nth to do with him and yet he wanted to interfere.. I have my own decision.. Why do I always have to end up crying before he acknowledge and accept the answer that I gave him?

I am really tired.. Even many friends that me how can I tolerate this kind of person? I dono how long I need to tolerate his temper before he could really change( he said he wanted to change himself).. But I think he loves himself more than anyone else... If not he will not always be so unhappy with so small things about me and make me unhappy already..

What I only want is someone who can cheer me up instead of letting me think of the unhappy things that I already got it at home.. So what's the diff between him and my family? I'm just jumping from one unhappy aide to another unhappy side..

I bet in the long run.. My health will just be gone because I am always unhappy

I just know... I've been hurt too much..

I love bubble tea.
I love blue and white.
I love sports.
I'm a teacher and a volunteer too.
I sing till dawn,
I dance till dusk.
That's coz...
I want to live without regret.
And lead a meaningful life.
To prove to myself that
I have lived before

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