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Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Today I teach until very out of breathe....i wasn't feeling very welltoday...not fever...just sore throat but feel very weak...sometimes i wonder...y do i have to make myself so tired...with school work...studies...temple..until i have to give up my hobbies..my gym...guitar...calligraphy..jap lesson...it's really depressing especially when you are sick and u still have to work...and sick during the busiest period....those old ppl illness coming to haunt me when i'm only 25...rheumatism...piles...knee problem....here pain...there pain...

and still trying to keep up with my school work..studies...but I can't...and not only do Idrag my studies down...I drag my students down too..they are slower than the other classes...I think it is my fault that I didn't plan well...in everything..

what can I do?

can I still get my life back?

what am I suppose to do?

can I just run away from all these?

can I really do that?

can I?

I love bubble tea.
I love blue and white.
I love sports.
I'm a teacher and a volunteer too.
I sing till dawn,
I dance till dusk.
That's coz...
I want to live without regret.
And lead a meaningful life.
To prove to myself that
I have lived before

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