P2 speech and drama is really in a mess, shouldn't have chose to be in charge of it....thought the teacher will settle everything, but actually gives alot of trouble...last year oso won be like that....but i dono is my problem...or the speech and drama side problem...or the school problem...all are not supportive enough...the PA system....oh my gosh...CD player cannot use..remote control battery turns oily....can only play and no pause..cannot go next track...ask PA in charge..say not free...end up ask me off the system myself..go to the room...the chairs and tables for last week oral still not cleared..everything's in a mess..is it really my problem or people find me easy to pushover so they don come and help me..want mic stand no mic stand..gotta walk all the way to the school hall up and down to get it....want PA system the person totally forgot about it...ask me to switch off myself when i don even know..there are so many sqitches to on and off in sequence..what is really the problem...
luckily i ask jaja to come and help after his lesson..but the problem is still not solve..alot of problem not mentioned..if i can settle i sure settle myself...but how do i solve all these problems..if not i really must be like jaja go and "RAHHHH" and shout at them..."only can do it this way..or that way....no other way...take it or leave it..." do u think i'm that kind of person..
i really need the support..its not a one person thingy but how come everything points to the in charge..i dono what to do u find me oso no use..
this is really a very pressurising week...i'm really very tired...i don even have a proper rest..every morning is scare until wake up de...worry that this haven do that haven do...last week oral i was late by half an hour...i feel so paiseh about it...
can i just say quit...i don wan to do anymore???????
i can feel the toxic produced from the stress inside me...
