These few days.....was testing 8 classes for music..used up all my free period to test them..it's like having 11 periods straight down..it's really very tiring..but there's no other time to test them..need to do it before psle marking period...
fri...only 3 periods free..went to this class..that class..and finally end of the day..mon..meet in the morning..again...11 periods down...i saw many pairs of eyes looking at me when i go up and down the stairs and walked pass them so many times...and sitting outside the classroom like punishing the kids...everyone is looking at what i am doing...mon nite..went to temple as there's duty..i just doze off and didn't listen to the lecture..i really couldn't help it..
on the way back..there's only me and my dad..it's a 10 min long walk including climbing a tall overhead bridge..i did not say a word..or look at him either..the "开心果" in me is really tired..tired until i don wan to say a word..i just walk and walk..anf fell asleep immediately when i sat at the sofa until the next morning again..
i'm afraid of exams..this is the first time i did not touch any of my textbooks..and my assignment got the lowest out of all that i did last time..even though i asked others to do double check for me..kana scolded for my poor language..but it's really difficult to handle both school and work..my kids are having exam soon..i should prepare them well..but..i knew i did not do my very best..if nt they would have done better..wad i can only do is to wish and hope that they are hardworking enuff to go and revise themselves..两头不到岸...again..
