It's national day today..I'm staying at home for the whole day..couldn't go out..dad and sis went to temple for the whole day..so staying at home to pei mum is my job for the day..jaja came to pei me..bought nice veg chicken rice from serangoon ave 1 for me to eat..
trying hard to do my assignment..i dono how to do..really..cos i just attended one lecture..and assignment due this coming sun..where the 2nd lecture is on sat due to national day today..i can feel the stress coming again..yes..i did slack abit..cos i really dono how to do it..if nt would have done it long time ago..
when i was doing my assignment..again.mum is trying to talk to me..and asking me for opinion..talk about my bf..this and that..i really coudln't concentrate..but she needed someone to be there to talk to..rather than staying at home for the whole day...lunar 7th month is coming..hope her condition doesn't get worsen..
i had a boy in school..i think there's really sth wrong with him..his dad is taking him to SMH it see doctor..and his dad told us that his mum is also mentally unstable..dat's y the dad feels that it spreads to the kid..
sometimes..i feel i do have something wrong with my mind..thinking of stuff that i shouldn't think...but that's in the past..i stop fantasizing for a long time..even if i do..i know what i am doing..not like when i'm still young i always wish and wanted it to be real and trying to make it to be real..i can say i grew out of it..but isn't it good to fantasize sometimes? as long as u can differentiate the fake from reality..
must really try to concentrate..eye and hand for assignment..ear for mama and tv..
You know..I do really love Singapore in my heart..where can be better than Singapore..I mean..yes we are small..u don have much place to go..but to me it's already very good..compare to other countries..yes..u may want to go overseas for a trip..or wanted to go study or work abroad..but I will still like Singapore no matter wad..it's safe..and everyone is given equal treatment..wad more can u ask for..
Happy Birthday...my old friend..