my anxiety is getting more and more serious..on sun..2359..no..is after 2359 over the deadline..and i submitted the assignment online..with trembling hands..i was so gan chiong..cos sis last min check finish my assignment..my hands were really trembling like mad as i rushed to submit the assignment..
theis week another hectic week..mon prepare for lesson observation by other teachers for lesson study..tue..my turn to give san zi jing talk to all the students..wed..lesson observation by 4 teachers for lesson study..thu..need to take band out for syf competition..i need to take a breathe..
i really need someone to talk to..if nt i thin ki'll be sad to death..went for my nite class..i knew nobody..while others have ppl to discuss their assignment and do together..i've been switching classes all the time and have no fixed frenz..
i was so muddle-head sometimes that i forgot this and that..and as a chinese level rep..there're just so many things that i dono and i gotta do them blindly..seeking for alot of ppl's opinion and double check the work that i've done..editing and editing again..
i really need to breathe some fresh air to make me cool down and blow away my anxiety and sadness..i just can't help it that my stress level is so high..that kind of sadness just couldn't go away sometimes that affects me to think negatively when i don wan to..
