3 of us in the house on medication today..which is 75% of the total ppl in the house..more than 50%...that's a lot..sis is sick..having fever..and again..not taking her shower and slept on the sofa till morning..
before that..it was me..who had diarrea...and forced myself to go to sch though doctor gave me mc..too many things to settle..once i reach sch..bombarded by other teachers about marking scheme..amendment of worksheet...and gotta climb up and down to seek advice from the other teachers..i tot i could take it..cos usually even doctor gave me mc i won take..run run jump jump will be ok..but who knows..2nd period..i'm oredi feverish..i walked slowly to the staffroom to pop a panadol down..leaving the kids behind for awhile..it's miserable..but others will kana relief..i thot...since it's friday i just give them some work to do and don need to teach much..anyway..i manage to dong all the way until jaja send me home..we took taxi..as i gotta carry my guitar and boardgames that i brought back home..i couldn't take it myself..almost everyday one of the teachers will suan him..wah..today with two girls..yesterday with three gals..blah blah blah..
what if tomorrow i'm not a teacher?
what if i'm getting married tomorrow?
what if i drop out of school?
what if i suddenly decide to go overseas for studies?
what if i go overseas for attachment?
what if i'm being fault for not doing my job well?
what if someone push me to become a scapegoat?
what if...what if...what if..
大家都累了......但每一天都说......还好...还好
大家都有话想说......但把话放在心里的人是否过得更好
不说...怎么知道你和大家也是如此呢
同理心...产生共鸣
heaven has always been helping me alot..i really appreciate it..at many times..cut short my waiting time for bus..pours after i reach my destination..and let everything run smoothly..and always giving me what i need..how lucky i am to have you..i just want to say...heaven of earth..mother of nature..thank you very much