it's just pure busy...there's lotsa little little stuff here and there which makes me feel very irritated cos i scared i forgot to do them...those little things just makes me busy..
went for tui na..after a few days..still pain..first few days i couldn't even walk properly..and i think the whole school knows that sth's wrong with me..they tot i sprained my leg..which is not..while others who know says how come i'm so young yet my problems are those who will get it when they are old..and the doctor says..i tired myself too much..cannot walk too much..or carry too haevy stuff..which is difficult..unless i'm not a teacher..
i wanted to spend more time with him..new year is near..i dono y i sort of scared of not having any celebration at home..no reuion dinner..and it just makes me feel sad even the thought of it..i don care..if they don have i go jaja's house eat since his ma is oso cooking vege dish for third brother..i don wan to have a sad new year...
as usual..ppl will get more ang paos den me..but the thing is..i never ever open my ang pao to spend the money before..so i should have more than them over the years..just keeping and not spending...ha..
these days i've been bathing and sleeping late..i shouldn't do that..hmm....pain pain go away..don ever come back for any day!
