today is the celebration of children's day..which is a happy day for all the children everywhere in the world..yet..some of them are beginning to have their bad dreams..
i just receive a call while i was in the lecture...that one of the student in my chinese class...a very quiet girl...who's dad suddenly died of an acccident during work today..the funeral starts from today..all the impt pl are there..and i was being told and asked to go when i'm free..
this..will be my first formal wake that i'll be going..actually i din feel anything when i was being told about the news initially...probably bcos it's such a new thing that i don how to react...but after that..i start to feel sad for the girl and i dono how to console her as she's just p2..a very very good and quiet gal in my class..wad shd i say to her mum..or wad shd i say to her..i wanted to say sth..but dono wad right thing i shd say..i don wan to say those normal consolng words cos i really feel for the child...
i could imagine myself going to th wake...with my white clouse and jeans..and when i see the girl..i'll hug her tightly in my arms to let her feel the warm..she just look so cold even before that..with a white and expressionless face..who always put up her hands to try and answer my questions..
everyone has their own story to tell...no matter wad was their face expressions..actually i was quite affected by it and i don really have the hard to listen to the lecture..but no matter wad i still gotta go on..things like tat will always happen..and i jus told one of my classmate bout it..who's oso a teacher..den she said her dad oso just died tt's y she too up this course same time as me so as to feed the family..
today..jaja tooth crack...on course halfway went off to see scientist..gotta do crowning..now pain pain..sigh...it's children's day leh..how come so many things happen..
but as i said....everyone is a child in your parent's eye..so happy children's day no matter how tough life is..
