walking with my hurting leg..hugging my papers tt need to be marked..actually walking alone wasn't that lonely after all..no matter wad..the toughest day is over..having to take care of jaja's class when he's on mc..and brief the relief teacher..and make sure everything is well taken care of..plus need to settle my books for checking..i actually walk the most today with my hurting leg..climb 4th floor twice..up and down for dono how many times..ate my lunch but still hungry but couldn't find anymore time to go down buy anything for tea break..it's so hungry..i wish i could go home fast..but my hurting leg..i couldn't walk fast..and i could only see my bus fly pass me..everything i did was so slow..kids try to bully me by cheating during spelling when i was sitting down..i couldn't walk to them as my legs are really hurting..and they start to run around..chit chatting..and end up cos of my 3 days mc..dey din do well for today's spelling and test..i was so disappointed..and feel so guilty tt if i have more time to do more revision with them the grades won be like this..when will i have the time to chase back their result..
although i don feel stress cos i'm prepared to chiong..but it's really tiring..really sleep from 1 to 8..and when u're nt sleeping..either u work..or u mark books..or u study notes..it's so packed tt i could hardly ever breathe..and i was like thinking how come others still can dilly dally chit chat or take mc sleep for so long..everything is in a mess cos i dono how to organised..i think i won "the most untidiest teacher's desk" of the year..and i don even now is the kids lost their books or i lost it..i really keep marking non-stop le but still cannot finish..the kids were so happy that these few days i din give them any homework..cos i can't even catch back the "post 2 day mc syndrome"..tt's y teaching got disrupted and they can't do well..
my one week break..gone..mon attend course..tue wed go for lesson..and rest of the days planning to go hongkong for a short trip..is it really a getaway for me..actually holiday is for me to catch back wad i haven done..i really need the clock to stop..i really need that time..to catch up..to do more..
