went for the dyb camp a few days back..some teachers are from taiwan..and learn and experience alot of stuff again..

组名: 阿赞小队
队呼：啊......给我一粒seow ba zhang....让我觉悟去挑战，如果没有毅力，我们同心协力，才有力量做阿赞......啊......赞啊！

thou most of the lectures i've been sleeping most of the time..cos really lack of sleep..but those experiental learning i've nt been sleeping..

they told us to build a dream castle with those uno stacko..as tall as possible..and write out a dream tt u really wish it to come true..and paste it on the top of the building..i wrote..把自己应该要做的事做好，当一个能教得好学生的老师...and when we're sharing..each one of us is to draw out a wood without making the castle fall..it was fun..and a good experience to share sth tt u really wish to do..some wanted to be a fashion designer..singer..open ice cream shop..zoo keeper..everyone has their dreams..but if we only think and don do any action..it will jus topple..

next..to the games..thou their games are simple and not much props compared to ours tt we planned last yr..it was fun..and meaningful too..to learn how to know other ppl's feelings from their expressions..wad is win win situation..sometimes only 1 person shd lead rather than having ur own views and end up nth can be achieved..cooperating with each other..really learnt alot..

den..we saw an interview on a person 萧建华..his life is jus like those drama tragedy..but it's thru an interview..which makes it so real...his story is so long tt i dono how to say..more details can be found here http://www.books.com.tw/exep/prod/booksfile.php?item=0010380838

ok..wad i learnt from him is he's really a very strong man..with lotsa mishaps happening to him..lotsa ppl cry when they saw the interview..i jus hold on to my tears cos i noe if i start crying..i'll cry for very long..cos the interview is about 40 min..and he can talk non stop..he said sth like..he noes he cannot take away anything when he dies..at least he can leave sth behind..sth good tt ppl can learn from him..ppl like him with such mishaps..he did nt grumble..but y do we grumble so much over small little things..or feel tired or give up easily over small things..aft tt..we did some sharing..den some cried again..cos they realise how fortunate they are..and oso talked bout things in their family..me too..bout the only person who gives me..no i mean the whole family a big problem..wad can i do..and wad can i say..when mum is oredi so angry over it and when she could do nth to that person..i'm jus a small fry in the family with no status at all..我...只有被骂的份..i din cry la..cos i don wana be so sad over and over it again..

the other nite..we went to hai die to sleep..the wooden floor was hard..compare to other ppl..i brought the smallest and thinest sleeping bag of all..with no pillow no boster..it's really so difficult to sleep..even thou i'm so tired..feeling? cold..i tried to msg jaja..cos not suppose to use handphone thruout the day..

for the last day..we were told to write a 讣文..sth like an article where u publish in the newspaper when u die asking for friends and families to attend ur funeral..we need to write which year u die..die of wad..and where u die..den wad are the things tt u've done in ur entire life which is worth writing..to let ppl noe..where's ur funeral..who u want to attend ur funeral..

that's how mine goes..(don wana write in detail..touch wood!)

呜呼哀哉！薛氏薛美华，逝与XX年，享年XX岁。薛老师，生前位于XX学校的老师已有XX年。她生前工作非常勤奋，立志相当一名出色的华文老师，希望能够教好学生。她不怕辛苦，半工半读，让她考取一张文凭。她自知自己不是一个很聪明的人，只靠着她那一份对生命的热诚和执著去做好每件事。她为人节俭，可是却总是把大部分的时间和金钱花在孩子的身上，买教科书，送礼物等。她对学生的贡献与付出是无法置疑的。

她生前最喜欢当义工，终于让她在有生之年（2020年）的暑假到落后的国家当了三年的义工。在那里，她帮忙建房子，教书，对生活又有了另一种体会。

她的生活是多姿多彩的。她希望能充实自己，武术、书法、吉他、唱歌、跳舞、日语都学过。除此之外，她喜欢亲手做一些装饰品拿去义卖。

丧礼将于.......举行，希望她的学生及亲朋戚友能到来。

it really makes us think wad are we gonna achieve in this life which is worth writing..rather than just 吃喝玩乐 in ur whole life and did nth tt is worth ppl remembering you..and hve u ever regret anything tt u've done..or u could have done sth bout it..

actually..there's only 2 things tt is always quite heavy in my heart..

i'm sorry that i told a big lie and hurted anyone when i was 18 years old cos i'm really nt right up on my mind at that moment..
i'm sorry that i broke up with my 2nd bf when he's such a nice person cos i really couldn't take it anymore..
i noe no matter how i explain..wad's done is done..everything still goes on..no matter the 18yr old ppl tt i've mentioned..or my 2nd bf..everyone still goes on with their life..stil good friends with them..while the other had a new relationship and moved on..at least i noe everyone moved on..at least i feel lighter and more things can come in..to worry about..to put my effort in..to focus on..rather than emphasise on wad i've done which could nt be undone..i shd learn to move on now..

it's tiring rethinking the whole camp again cos really experience alot of stuff..and facing myself..getting sleepy again..need to go sch pack everyday for 2 weeks..more tiring..

pictures..too lazy to upload le la..all here..nah..
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=81092&id=681071383&ref=nf