These days..i keep thinking that I'm a Miss Ten Dollar Girl. Why..cos everything that i wear from top to toe is usually 10 bucks..from top..dress..jeans..watch..shoes..jus tt due to my troublesome leg..occassionally will buy better and more ex shoes..now only got 2 branded shoes..1 sports nike shoes..wear le can fly..and 1 hush puppies sandals..wear le can oso fly..it's nt tt i go for branded..jus tt they're really like..durable..non-slip..and really good..cos it's to believe that a good shoe will take u to a good place...sound familiar rite..hee..actually if jaja din pay for it 1st..i would not have bought it la..thou he wanted to give me as a gift..but it's nt good to give ppl shoe..tt's y returned him the money instead..

Mummy dono why keep sayiny sis always doll up until very pretty pretty den go sch..and compare to me..oredi very bo chap..every week like wear the same outfit..it's nt tt i don have clothes to wear la..jus can't be bothered to wear until nice nice..den wear nice nice den gotta wear my high sandals blah blah..walking oredi got problem liao..carrying so much stuff..i oso dono y my bag become heavier everyday..

Sigh..I'm somehow confirm to do the tranlsation degree in SIM..if not for the sum of money mum gave me..i guess i'd have worried bout the sch fees alot..now even with no subsidies or anything..the bills still can be settled ba..scrimp abit lo..now get only 1k plus..den half of the salary goes to mum..left bout 500..which is just nice for me..i dono how i can save more money..every bring bread to sch eat..transport bo bian need to spend..only thing i could save on is don go out too often lo..and if go out don buy anything at all lo..and order the cheapest thing ot of those that i could eat or like to eat..

i really feel very tired now..diarrea for almost a week..now stomach stil nt very good..even thou on medication..smetimes stil stomachache..plus the long hours spent on temple stuff...it's really tiring..i'm now oredi very scared tt time management will be a problem..how to cope with the stress of rushing from school all the way to study place..and end up late everytime..i'll be very stress..everytime late and late and can't catch wad the lecturer is saying..if there's a choice who doesnt want an easy way out..ppl like me treating everything very seriously..even write a reflection only took me like... 3 hours to read and write it out?den gotta check grammar this and that..

don need to wait until old..and all my ailments start to show..fall sick easily..cannot climb too much stairs cos knee will pain..dono y shoulder start to ache alot no matter how i massage..tried to do some exercise like cycling den start to get muscleache..den cos tired work will start to build up cos slow..and no mood to do..and it becomes a cycle lo..i really don like this kind of me..i got see doctor..but wad other things can i do...i really long long time din really eat until nice and full le..cos of the diarrea..eat abit den bloated..den it affects my teaching mood..sometimes dono y jus feel so tired and not feeling well until cannot stand..gotta sit down..

this isn't the kind of life that i want..unhealthy..negative..i shd try to do sth to it so tt everything flows again..i really really do..