dono if i shouted too much or too over..i start to feel the "package" is coming..my throat don feel good..and start to get block nose..and feverish..today i shouted very loud at the kids..all of them..cos there's really too many small things to settle..when u gave them ur hp number..their parents will even sms or call u on small matters to settle..today is such a hectic day..can't even sit properly to eat..got a few minor stuff to settle..den mark and eat my sandwich at the same time..den gotta rush back canteen to take them up..oredi very heat up liao..den pe..more jialat..heard complainings here and dere..

it's not that i wana give up..i just..cannot take it..my body can't take it anymore..no matter how strong my will power is..how can i make myself stronger..i noe i din drink enuff water..i tried to oredi..but the amount of sweat everyday..i jus couldn't replenish..i'm getting heat up..

as u can see..my books are piling more and more..it's not that i don wana mark..really..bcos i really don have the time to mark...last few days is temple stuff during weekend..gotta wake up at 6..den mon i tried to sleep more..but can't..den come back help jaja print sth..slept at 3 plus..den today 7am wake up again..den all the way 9 periods down..even break need to do some other stuff..and tmr..need to help out for a sports day event in sch..gotta wake up at 7 again..morning can't mark..curriculum time got other stuff..can't even stay back longer to mark cos uncle wana close gate le..and most of them are heavy books which i can't bring back to mark..wad can i do..and my table is in a mess..every student who came to my table to help me put books will say that..even jaja see le oso don wana use my laptop..wad can i do..

sch is ending soon lo..still got so much stuff to let them do before sch close..stil got holiday worksheet and stuff i haven give out..i don wana get sick lo..i don wan! if i really sick i crawl oso will srawl to sch..if not all the class left hanging there..stil need to collect back monitor badge and change person..actually writing here jus to remind myself wad to do..so many stuff..

holiday week:
mon: staff retreat + disney on ice with jaja
tue: go sch pack and organise my stuff + dinner with friends
wed: temple at nite
thu: set SA1 paper if can
fri: bring kids out for competition in morning + afternoon gym
sat: temple (8 to 6)
sun: temple (8 to 6)

i haven include my guitar lesson..and packing of own stuff at home..

what am i doing?