big kor kor says we got 孩子缘...able to be with the kids..and let them be so sticky with us..today stared at lotsa kids at the temple..esp those who's naughty..but was quite happy..to see their "nauhtiness"...i seem to be those kind gentle teacher rite..but i can be fierce...in sch den noe liao..haha..am i consider those firm type or anyhow scold type..ha..dono..need to be more sticky with the p5 and 6s..cos group too quiet liao..plus us..2 quiet teacher together..the whole grp seem much quiet...as u grow older..dono y u'll be more quiet than when u're young..me too..i dono when..but i seem to be very quiet since p4..i still rmb the time when i'm always alone..and alone..and alone..i thot it's normal to do that..only to realise that it's not normal to be always alone at all..rite now..i'm still feeling a little afraid of how to get along with the kids..wad topic to talk to them..i tried liao..tried to rara them..it works..but just need to put in more effort..
just watch a movie where there's a happily ever after ending..it just feel sweet even to think of it..thou some ppl say this kind of ending is too outdated and not true...but it can jus forever be another person's dream..i jus realise..that if ur dream does not include ur partner..den sth's wrong..and tt's y some will suddenly divorce with each other..nt bcos they do not get along well with each other..jus that..in each other's future..it's jus their work..and wad they like to do..they could not forsee their partner together with them in their dreamz..
when will mine come...it's so near yet so far..wanted to go near but dare not touch it..tt kind of phobia..mixed feelings..is another thing which i need to overcome..
another sleepless nite..
