today..a student cried in my form class..while the other is celebrating bdae..prob bcos due to jealous and wad others say..(that she's selfish blah blah)..she's emotionally unstable..and when i'm nt around during recess..she called her mum..who got scared cos her daughter is crying and said she fell down..and she rushed to sch before i could do anything else..as a form teacher..i chatted with her for a while..and the same sentence came out.."u look quite young hor.."ya i noe that..i look at i can be pri 6 pupils..u noe..parents will hv the impression that u're inexperience and couldn't take care of them..so took the initiative to call and explain things..as she's in the dono wad parents management committee..she say it's nt a big matter la..jus tt there's some previous accident tt oso occur which scares her..

actually..sometimes..if it's nt ur fault..u do nt need to say any sorry..cos it's really nt ur fault..but den..i heard sth bout this child's parent la..so..it's better to take some action first..

schedule is so packed..plus one of the weekends(per month) need to be reserved for the temple stuff since i became one of the "teachers" dere..sometimes oso find it quite xiong..when i'm oredi like quite packed with my own stuff..my table is stil in a mess..everywhere is unpacked..even my sch table stuff is like toppling when i pull sth out..so tmr got concert band duty jus try to pack some stuff..and mark my things..sometimes really buay ta han of myself tt my things can be so messy..and when comes to packing..i rather go and sleep and rest more..

today headache until really cannot take it cos got the stupid course at some sch which i din learn anything from it.den aft a short nap on the bus i felt the headache coming very badly..luckily jaja's panadol save the day..if nt i can't even shout at the kids anymore..den the office ppl ask..so young take so much medication ah..lol..tis time really very jialat la..i really really lack of sleep..actaully is nt sleep..is lack of rest..need to rest and recharge..so many things here and there is jus making me crazy lo..even aft working hours stil need to bother bout this and tt..and during th bus trip i heard lotsa ppl wana become flexi aft a few yrs..sigh..gd lo..nt bother bout income and stuff..dono when i can do that too..