feel so frustrated when things are too packed and dono y start to clash..and it's not jus 1 clash..but alot of clashes...

wed got jap lesson..i totally forgot about it..den temple oso got meeting..really don wish to miss the lesson actually..but must noe wad's the priority la..

and den..fri might be meeting for the temple performance thingy oso..and den..i jus got to noe today tt i need to go for a one day course at ntu buona vista..and den..i check my planner only to find out there's cny dinner for sch staff..oh man..i tot i have nothing de leh..how come everyhting clash..den wad am i going to do..i can imagine after a tiring day of lesson den gotta rush to beach road there for the dinner..and den to the performance discussion..it's nt that i don like to go..it's jus tt when everything clash i jus don feel good..den will either miss out this or that..

sat is the temple performance le..and den i think need to write dui4 lian2 for the deco of the stage..den sun is the old folks home cny celebration with the elders..den actually jaja dere got tuan2 bai4 wants me go de..hmm..

tmr most tiring day again..after morning course..den gotta cab back to sch and start the 9 period straight down timetable..sigh..and den hor..for my class the 2 teachers teaching my class are not dere..all like on long term mc..den like tat how i collect feedback on my form class kids how they're doing in their class? den parents meeting session how? tt's wad i worried bout..parents will sure ask..how's my kid doing in sch..wad can i say? i jus teach them pe and cme..all i can say is jus on their conduct..i stil din really get to noe them..den on that day if their other teachers don come den i die..den now wana get some feedback from them oso cannot cos they're not there..hmm..i really dono how leh..it's gonna be a big biG BIG problem..so many stuff to worry about..

these days i've been having lotsa strange nitemares...and oso lotsa dreams on sch stuff..it's nt that i worry alot..but..it's really really worrying when u really stand on my shoe..i really hope cny passes as fast as possible...and really hope feb will pass very fast oso..i tink march will be a better month for me..it's really killing me..all those stuffs..and the kind of timetables and class i get for this year..my p1 class i'm teaching has been marked by the level head for being the naughtiest class this year..u noe.i really tried to be fierce and scold them alot le..more fierce den their form teacher..but when i not around they start to dono do wad liao..den i tink some oredi go back tell their parents say i very fierce..heck la..as long as they're disciplined enuff and not make any trouble den very good liao..tt's my aim..dono y they always complain to me bout lotsa stuff..din hear them complain to other teachers..shit la..am i too close to them liao..i shdn't have laugh when i joke with them or when i find anything funny..but then i got scold them very fiercely leh..

so much stuff to mark and it's not dono how late oredi..tmr gotta wake up early..argh!!! oh my god..wad's happening to me..really feeling very bu4 shuang3 now..sheesh! everyone do have their won problems..i do have mine too...