counted as the first day of week 1 in school..it's been as hectic as ever..once i step into the school..i've been like doing lotsa stuff here and dere..and i dono y time pass so fast..den it's time to go for assembly..and i dono y the kids are like so happy to see me whenever I step to any class..i jus dono y..even if i jus go for relief..some p1 class tt i've nvr seen before..den got kids smile to me liao..so sweet u noe..but the thing is i jus look natural..not fierce or wadeva..i jus wana be myself..it's so tired to wear a stern..firece..angry mask for the whole day..i rather jus be myself..so that i don get so pressurise..
and i dono y..bringing the p1s to and fro canteen becomes my job..form teacher not free..and before and after that is my period..den is my job liao..i tot i'll have some time to sit down and settle my own stuff...or have time to buy sth from the canteen to eat..when i brought them to the canteen..and saw all the packed food prepared for them on the table..i was so hungry lo..luckily mumy smart..noe i have no time to eat..and bought a very small small bread for me to bite..that bread is so small but i don even have time to bite finish den i gotta run again..den i still gotta do relief..and one of the kid was crying for home..
my books are like piling oredi..and i don have any place to put anymore..there's no more spare table for me..got ppl beside me le..=(
and the thing is..jaja took the wrong water bottle and drank mine..i was so anxious bout my water bottle cos it was so ex..and i don even have the time to top up and drink water lo..and it's gone..u noe y...cos me and jaja's form classroom is jus opposite each other..and during CL banding..i dono y our class switch..he uses mine and I uses his..dono y they plan like tat..den after CL class..I went back to my form class for a while to give out sth..den jaja came in to take his belongings from his CL class..which is my form class..den he took my bottle instead of his..den I went straight away for my relief and din realise my bottle was gone..cos I don have time to find back my bottle..so aft relief..I went back to my table and realise it's not dere..so I thot I left it in my own form class..but when I went in..I saw a blue bottle..but it's definitely not mine as it is so old..den I look at it again..there's the logo..the bottle which I gave him..den I noe he took my bottle for mistake..den I remember when I walk passed the pantry..I saw him holding a blue bottle sitting there happily drinking..wa liew..oredi so stress and no time liao..still let me go up and down to find my bottle..shdn't have bought blue..thou before that I knew our bottles look alike..but I prefer blue den any other colour ma..den I thot he go and refill my bottle..since he said that before..but I nvr thot before tt he'll took my bottle by mistake and go and drink somemore..eeeee...
and by the time I reach back my table..another colleague came and consult me sth..I don even have time to do my things den gotta pack and rush for dyb outing liao..very busy leh..
first time taking bus to shaw tower..felt so lost n din really noe where to alight..so I was like being very alert during the whole bus journey..tot I can steal some time to do some sch admin stuff..but den...
but I was relief that I'm able to get out from the stress after meeting them..today eating dinner with our didi as he's going ns soon..was so hungry on the way from bugis to shaw tower..and was already drooling for my "happiness soup"..
while eating.we chatted alot of stuff..and found out that one of us..the biscuit factory worker..has nose cancer..we thot mayb cos due to absorbing too much chemicals in the biscuit and bread factory..den some of us said that their fren fren fren oso had cancer..and all very young..only like 20..we tried to lik talk about other stuff..den talk about time passed very fast..and it's so scary tt after 21 jus keep on adding one year one year..
we were writing notes in the capsules for somebody.....
aft tt we still went to eat dessert..was very full sia..and we bought a cake for didi's sister..who hasn't been coming for quite some time due to work..but anyway..we agreed to go for bai nian as a group on 2nd day of new year..
really hope we can go to zoo by this year..and go taiwan at the end of the year..hee..it'll be real nice sia..hee..maybe we could really go..it's so fun to go out with a big grp tgt..
..and hope everything goes well for all of us..bless!
