hmm..better do my reflections and write down wad i've learnt..in case i forget..
during the weekend..i went to attend lesson at temple..they're talking about alot of chim stuff..like things in 心经...which needs a lot of digestions..everything in the world is fake..things u see..things u hear..they're all fake..and talking about those "pigs" walking with LV bags..ha..it's so funny jus imaging it..lotsa pigs walking in orchard..and we're talking about whether we use our 人心 or 佛心 to make decisions..when u wanted sth very much..or ppl said sth to anger or upset u..that's human chacrater..but when u calm urself down..step back and look at a bigger picture..u'll start to think whether u need that thing or not..or whether the decision u made is correct or not..for example when ppl say things to criticise u..it doesn't stays there forever..the sound will go off..so it's fake..pretty things that u see..they'll spoil easily..so it's oso fake..things that u see isn't always the truth..things that cannot stay forever are fake..i'll oso grow old and die..all fake fake fake! if everything is fake..wad is not fake is 人的心...借假修真..very chim..me too oso need digestion..actually the main point is to teach us to let things go and put things down..don be too 执著...要懂得放下..
den i ask..wad if i let ppl hate me..don like me..don like wad i doing..den how..den the answer i got is..unhappy things tt has happened is oredi dere..can only 忏悔..and keep on praying..hoping that by doing that the hatred will be gone..jus keep on doing things that u feel u shd do..as time goes by ppl can feel it..
and ya..we have to reflect on ourselves whether if there's any fault in us..cos ppl tend to say it's other ppl's fault den having fault themselves..wad have i done wrong..is there anything we can do better..changing urself is much easier than changing so many ppl around u..so try to adjust urself instead..
and i oso learnt some teaching methods which can be applied in schools..like do not have a distinct line between games time and lesson time..we shd not start with..now we're going to have our lesson time..now we are having our games time..we shd jus rotate and change the 形式of teaching as kid's attention span is short..and use different methods of learning..not always we teach they absorb..u noe..sometimes teach until numb liao..we need this kind of 提醒 every now and then..
aft lesson..some of us are toking bout end of the world actually is 1999 de..bcos there's ppl praying and chanting..that's y extended to 2012..which is a few years time..and we youth group actually went to chant 心经 together..for all the things in the world..hoping that the world doesn't end so quickly..den some of them decided to eat vege every tuesday..u noe who u are..hee..tt's good..it's really good for us to get together..we're really bonded..and some of them looked at us..quite envy us..as we eat tgt..sit tgt..discuss tgt as a grp..and where's our trip to the zoo??? from before we plan the camp at the beginning of the year..until now..keep on saying wana go zoo de..but becos of the camp always no chance go..and many other place..like sing k..chinese new year go each other house 团拜...really looking forward..althou not all could make it for all sessions and events..but their spirit is there with us..always..
