today is a saturday..and i nua at home din go out at all..feel so sianz..sigh..wanted to go gym de..but morning really very tired..den afternon go timing wierd wierd de..go le don need mark compo le..at nite..sigh..who to go out with? even if wana go out and have a drink oso..sigh..staying at home whole day..so hot..hot until not in good mood le..i shd go out de..but den always need to hesitate this and that..sigh..mummy lo..keep saying i go out everyday..but oredi used to gg out ma..if don go out really feel suck alot..sigh..wad am i waiting for? wad am i hoping for? jus go out alone la..