y everyone will go out either yesterday or today de..wana find someone to chat online or sth oso don have..everyone is like celebrating..no matter who they go out with..sigh..been staying at home for these 2 days unhappily..y can't i be like others jus go out..but mum don let me go out alone..really wanted go sing k by myself..but cannot go out..today mum din really cook..all not nutritious packet food..then will complain i don come back to eat when she cook..i din feel like eating at all..lunch oredi force myself to eat..later dinner gotta eat same thing again..more sian..even more no appetite..i really wish to jus stay out during dinner time to siam dinner den come back say i ate le..but..i cannot go out..stay at home eat too little will get nagged or scolded..mood very bad..not efficient..din do anything constructive at all..din mark anything..jus waste my time..cos i'm jus feeling very unhappy...sigh...2 days le..if it goes on to the third day..tink i'm going into my own depression again..den eye sore sore go sch..luckily don need go on stage anymore..sigh..
