had a long chat with her early in the morning to catch up with how we've been doing..she's getting engaged next month! hee..so fast..she noe her bf less than a year..but there's oso lotsa issues to think of..i ask her if he's the one..she told me..no choice lo..everyone force her to get married..he din even propose..

she find him ok la..won get tired or boring over him..got sense of security..hee..ok la..happy for her too tt she found someone..i think her depressed mood will be better..but than career wise..moe stil haven give her a good reply yet..still gotta wait for a few more months..she says..heaven is fair..give her a good love life..but career screw up..she oso dono wad she's gonna do..getting 30 soon after a few yrs down the road..but nvr ever had a proper job..gotta plan and think le..i've always been asking her wad she wana do long long time ago..but she keeps saying dono..den she oso feels that gotta try and save up liao le..shdn't be like last time..always spend all the money..

if really get married really got lotsa things to think of..house..baby..money..jus hope everything will be fine for her..may she live happily ever after with her fiancee..actually getting married really lotsa things to think of..heard lotsa ppl saying it's a very tedious thingy..esp need to prepare wedding dinner..one year beforehand need to plan le..if not won have enuff time..this and that..and don even have time to think if he's the right one..

i oso suddenly feel i'm really getting into adulthood soon..to touch one issues like marriage..financial planning..insurance..these are the serious topics that i don like to touch on..but..everyone around start to talk about it..and really need to start to think le..

plus now looking at sim courses..oso need a sum of money to go and study..den sis asking me to pay for her saving plan when she cross over and have no salary..sigh..lotsa things to think about..so tedious to grow up..esp i don like all this kind of thing..i thot jus do ur own part and get on with life..do so much planning oso no use..jus noe wad u're doing can le..tt's y all this things nvr really bother me..unless really bo bian..

it seems like working and part time course is saying hello to me at the same time..meaning gotta work and study at the same time..for at least 3 yrs..omg..timetable oredi so pack..which means gotta give and take le..if nt i'll fall sick..unless i can do sth to myself to make sure i don fall sick and jus pia liao..

i shd jus give a pat on my own shoulder and move on and see how ba..really gotta jiayou le..