i jus realise the things that i type inside the dyb forum all gone..and i dono y..i don have anymore softcopy...jus some very short point form on paper..i got so many thing to do..and the deadline is so near..sch need to be emcee for children's day concert..den they ask me to help out to teach them a children's day song den gotta learn..den gotta prepare to be the last speaker of san xi jing..den dyb got lotsa lesson plan need to write..chinese de..den still gotta set worksheet for students..prepare them..den this week everyday gotta reach sch by 750am for oral..i was oredi dozing off until the last few..den sat gotta go temple at nite got duty..den sun got dyb meeting liao..which means lesson plan need to be ready by sun..den i dono who can help me do wad..i really cannot take it anymore..den nes week gotta wake up early to go for some beginning teacher course..den wed need to go for fren's bdae chalet..den i haven pack my children's day pressie sat morning gotta go back pack..den 30th sep before children's day gotta prepare eveything liao..i really cannot breathe..really in a mess..eveyrthing..i can't find my red pen..my pencil..and i'm getting sick soon..no time until gotta gobble up maggi mee..now stomach not feeling very good..i dono wad i shd do..how come everything squeeze tgt de..this time sleep 4 hrs oso no use..how..i really cannot take it anymore..i can't even go for old folks home mid autumn celebration oredi..i really need help..but i dono who can help me..cos i'm the only one who noes how to do the things..and have to do it personally..i..really scared after this week i'll go crazy..i've been very very unhappy these days when i noe this week is so busy..den more and more comes in..blog in a mess.everything in a mess..i don even have the time to be alone and cry by myself to release stress..everything is jus inside me and i dono how to share it with other ppl..wad shd i do..was shd i do..wad shd i do..