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Monday, September 29, 2008

i can be like other teenagers last time go pub..disco..sing..dance..blah blah..jus tt i din..sigh..and luckily i din..at least now i don live with so much regret..cos i noe tt once in step into that when i'm very young..i noe i can't pull myself out..cos will be addicted to those pub life..this and tt..den end up miz with dono who..den studies everything oso gone case liao..young ma..those things are very addictive de..at least when u're older..u noe wad u're doing..wad u really wan..and u'll think clearly for urself le..some things no need try but u oredi noe if it's good or not good for u..if wana try..wait older still can go de ma..at least when u go those places u noe wad u're doing..u go dere jus to relax and have fun but not like the youngsters addicted to it cos it's like a trend for them to go and stuff like tat..tt's y they have age limit this and tat ma..hoping that when ppl grow older they noe wad they're doing..and they are responsible of the life they wana live..but teenagers are different..they follow trend blindly..


all my frenz say my first r/l is definitely not a good one..cos i'm the 7th gf.. and sure will have some shadow of it here and dere aft tt..but wad can i do..even animals will try to wrap themselves up when they get hurt so tt they won get hurt anymore..if in the past..i'd have question alot of things btw my bf and their ex cos i feel very insecure..there's so many question marks here and ther..but becos of trust..so i cancel off all my questions..


i oso starting to tink i'm not very gd liao cos i oso got a few before..i always think 1 is enuff for me..i don wana try..cos i jus wan to jus love tat person whole heartedly..truthfully..with no defence or wadeva.. but bo bian..i'm being forced to break for the first one..there's nth i could do to save it..i regret cos din even have a chance to save it..break w/o any good reason..he can fault me..but wad he gave was jus many excuses..and the reasons keep changing..sometimes..when got more and more r/l before..u'll tend to lose faith in it..like it's very easy to be tgt...den easy to break..first one usually will treasure alot alot de..

seems to have lotsa ups and downs very me in life..esp lotsa screw ups here and dere..and making decisions which i still cannot decide on firmly..but now i really noe wad i wan le..jus whether i'm up to it or not..have to be mentally prepared to face failure..and embrace success if there is for me..

I love bubble tea.
I love blue and white.
I love sports.
I'm a teacher and a volunteer too.
I sing till dawn,
I dance till dusk.
That's coz...
I want to live without regret.
And lead a meaningful life.
To prove to myself that
I have lived before

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