the busiest week of all has finally ended..but that's not all..will busy until the end of the month..den children's day i'll be free! yes! this month ending soon..i stil got 3 more days den i'll be able to relax! yes!

wasn't in a really good mood this whole week cos really too busy le..thou the week has passed..lotsa things i still haven complete..owe dyb lesson plan so long..really very paiseh..but this week really cannot do anything to it..need to prepare wad to give for my fren for teaching resources for her tuition..hope can give her quickly as exams are coming soon so that she got the things in hand to teach..

beig a teacher is really not busy..if u don have 三头六背den really can forget about it..gotta know how to sing..dance..act..speak..creative..jus gave a short 20min lecture on san zi jing in front of hundreds of kids..and sang a children's day song in front of them..aesthetic group teachers ask for help cos the song is in chinese..my 2nd time to be on "stage"..the feelings great..cos the "stage" is really jus like urs..to be able to do sth u like in front of ppl that u like..so many somemore..i still remember first time on "stage" is to sing national day song "we will get there"..the sound systen is abit koyak..but one day the front ppl can hear me..one day the back ppl can hear me..this time round the whole school can hear very clearly..i jus dono y after singing..some of the students clap..some dono y gave me a stunning look..while the teachers are smiling..i'm really not praising myself..but was my singing really that good? den ppl keep asking me to join aesthetic committee in be in charge of singing and stuff..i really tried to keep a low profile so that i'll not be too busy for my own kids..can spend more effort on them..but it's oso good to be able to sing well for kids to enjoy..lower pri kids ma..sure enjoy singing very much..

was oso thinking of taking up the translation and interpretation course in sim..but den the thing is if i take up this course den i'm really very scared nex time any translation job they'll ask me to do..and i'm nt sure whether or not i'm up to it..the course i mean..wait buang how..need to translate eng n chi vice versa..but i noe if i take it up it'll be very useful for me..i'm jus afraid for eng part i'll have some prob..eng is not a forte for me..half half la..if cannot make it den the course fees how..this is another hting that bothers me actually..and i'm very blur in stuffs like dono wad study grant..subsidies..dono wad la..i might not get in cos everytime 35 intake only..part time leh..which is quite xiong for me if i teach afternoon..den gotta rush there for lessons..sure late de..which i don like..n i got a feeling nex yr they'l let me teach lower pri in afternoon again..these are the things tt i need to tink bout..worry bout actually..cos nobody can tell me wad to do..yes..i noe wad i wan..but whether or not i'm up to it..or if i am able to do it..that's another thing..

sometimes jus gotta hug myself..咬紧牙根..jus 撑过去...like this week..things still need to be done..no matter how busy or how tired or how sick..i don like to owe ppl anything..sigh..keep going ba..

i din manage to go for the old folks home biggest event cos it a friday..and many other seniors can't go back too..sigh..y like tat..such a good time for gathering leh..

anyway..think i'm changing dates for the chalet on my bdae..cos suddenly sch got sth on..cannot le..tt's a sad news..but go there nua only ma..after sch term..holiday oso can nua..hee..so i'm not feeling sad at all la..

jiayou jiayou jiayou!