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Thursday, September 11, 2008

i jus went to see doctor..again..and this time doctor say..cough i cough too long.if this time still cannot recover..gotta go for x ray liao..scared got tb or lung infection..siao liao..i still remember the first time i went into hospital is lung infection when i'm young..end up say in hospital for a few days cos very high fever..stil gotta drip water..tt experience..i don wana experience it again anymore..actually i'm quite scared..if i really go hospital or sth who's going to teach the kids..mc for so long..den dono relief teacher good or not..den will worry and won be able to rest well..


and dere goes my 38 bucks..anitibotic..tablet for stomach cos antibiotic too strong..cough..flu..phlegm..sigh..it's not that i wana be sick lo..i myself oso gets so irritated by it..feel very tired very easily..den nowadays mark things very slowly..owe them lotsa things oredi..teach oso not very good..den mood not very good always very strict with them..


today..there's a boy who cried during pe gymnastic lesson taught by outsider..den he say kana bullied by the big bully in class..den he jus ran wild in tha hll crying lo..everyone is looking at him..i too felt very embarrased cos i couldn't control him..den after a while luckily i'm still able to to coax him and counsel him..den he ok oredi..


back to home..yesterday..i bath in the dark..cos the lightbulb in the bathroom spoilt..den dad no money to buy..den he wanted to shift the lightbulb form toilet to bathroom..end up mum don let him change..kick the chair away..den quarrel again...den mum oredi got ready the candle for me le..luckily sis found a very bright torchlight..sigh...


and today..mum manage to give in and let dad change bulb from toilet to bathroom..den dad scold mum again lo..say the number printed at the lightbulb came out for today's toto..den say if mum let him change lightbulb yesterday den today will have money to buy lightbulb..diaoz..


sigh..feel so sian of all these..mum keep scolding me for not taking care of myself..ot's not that i wana fall sick lo..really got lotsa things i wana do ma..really no time to eat and drink ma..aft eating medicine today i oredi to goong the climb the stairs up and down again..den too forgetful to forget to bring things to lesson den end up oredi running up and down for many times..den my only one period free in between..i took a boy to sit in the office to finish his work for me..end up i can't even do my things..once i turn away he stop writing..the book need checking lo stil delay my time..


u see my pile of books lo..it's so high..actually last time i oredi using 2 tables to put my books..but the empty table now is being used to put mooncakes donated by parents for this fri's event..den no more table for me til fri..den the pile keep dropping lo..i can't even see my neighbour's face liao..


yes..now i shd be very tired le..no matter cos of the medicine or sick or had a tired day..but..i think the medicine no use lo..cos i'm still coughing like siao..and it's not drowsy at all..i din sleep after i came back from sch til now..i think i'm oredi immune to drowsy medicine oredi..sigh..


doc ask me take mc..i took tmr's mc..but den..don tink i'm really going to take mc for tmr..cos it's lantern festical celebration in sch..i din attend before..i don wana miss out the fun..dono wad will happen..hee..on my mind i suddenly rmb mum scolding me..."doc say u shd rest more..no more cold places like movie theatre for u...and don run about..i shd jus find a rope and tie u up den don let u run.."..she really said that..and when she said wana find a rope to tie me..she oso laugh herself..haha..but really cannot ma..sat..i don even have time to go back sch mark books le..sat going to give out flyers for nex week newspaper collection for old folks home de..den afternoon need to go sim to listen to a briefting..interested in it..

I love bubble tea.
I love blue and white.
I love sports.
I'm a teacher and a volunteer too.
I sing till dawn,
I dance till dusk.
That's coz...
I want to live without regret.
And lead a meaningful life.
To prove to myself that
I have lived before