yes..my birthday is coming...i know..i'm not bothered about whether i'm another year older or wadsoever...it doesn't really bother me..just that sometimes the thought of death coming nearer to me just feels so errie..but..i didn't want to bother too much..

peeps..i've got everything i have..so don need to give me anything ya..clothes i got hundreds..shoes i've got 20+....bags oso 20+..accessories..abundant..i oso dono wad more to get for myself..hee..

on my birthday..i'm going to do something meaningful in school..volunteer work! our school is having a toy buffet for the kids who are poor where they can choose a toy from those that are being donated out..it's a meaningful event..i wish i could be at the event for the whole day to witness it..but there is shift..but nvm..i still can go there early to help out..hee..it's been so long since i did volunteer work..hee..so happy..

ever since my semester at sim ended..my colleague have been saying i'm glowing with light sia..ha..no so much pimples..and whole person just brighten up...and..tell u sth..i din study for my exam even thou the exam is round the corner..ha..opps..i shoulded laugh rite..but..to me..it's really not an impt issue whether to get a degree or not..i just like wad i'm studying..just the way i like my job..if the whole life is just about money..easy money..having good life..hee..i dono la..

live my life to the fullest..

It was another outing for the dybers! It will be so fun as we are not teachers..we're students and go there to enjoy ourselves instead of the previous trip taking the small kids out and gotta worry this and that..

I'm only 23 years old, and my knee starts to give me problem. No matter what methods I tried, it's just giving me the pain..and I'm just 23 years old. Yes, I gotta walk alot, especially to and fro the far away school. Everytime gotta walk very quickly to cross the overhead bridge, until i'm sweating profusely, that everyone in the bus was looking at me how come i can sweat so much in an air-conditioned place, and another walk to the mrt..where everyone is looking at me again wiping my sweat with my hand..carrying so much heavy things. It wil, be lucky to have a seat, but somstimes unfortunately, after standing for the whole day without rest, I still have to stand...7 hours non-stop..

i've been walking and walking...and mama always ask me to go and find a rich husband..and i don even need to study so hard anymore..cos i'll be able to enjoy life in the car instead..no burdens on my shoulders too..find her head la..ask her go find for me lo..mummy just dono y my knee hurts and blame me..ok lo..my fault for not finding a rich husband because i don have the looks to go and find one..

wad can i do..i have to walk wad..i gotta rush wad..if not how to be at the place i shd be..it just takes so much time and engery to walk with so many things on my hand..and always eat bread for dinner..u noe it's so pathetic to do that..after a tired day of work i can't even reward myself with sth good..because i only have the choice to eat bread..so i need to learn to like to eat bread..and my life is full of bread..bread bread..even if it's just a piece of dough..i have no choice and i gotta eat it..yes..i choose to eat bread cos i choose to save time..i choose to save time so i choose to walk faster..and i choose to walk faster with my heavy bags..and i choose to bring heavy bags..but wad can i throw away..my notes? water bottle? umbrella? or my unmarked worksheets? ppl like me won have the luxury to use expensive stuff cos it will wear and tear easily..y bother to buy..just reuse and reuse the old bag until it's tattered and torn..still use..if not change another one it will wear and tear again very soon..

ok la..i just want to say i got knee problem that's all..just grumbling..sigh..

today is the celebration of children's day..which is a happy day for all the children everywhere in the world..yet..some of them are beginning to have their bad dreams..

i just receive a call while i was in the lecture...that one of the student in my chinese class...a very quiet girl...who's dad suddenly died of an acccident during work today..the funeral starts from today..all the impt pl are there..and i was being told and asked to go when i'm free..

this..will be my first formal wake that i'll be going..actually i din feel anything when i was being told about the news initially...probably bcos it's such a new thing that i don how to react...but after that..i start to feel sad for the girl and i dono how to console her as she's just p2..a very very good and quiet gal in my class..wad shd i say to her mum..or wad shd i say to her..i wanted to say sth..but dono wad right thing i shd say..i don wan to say those normal consolng words cos i really feel for the child...

i could imagine myself going to th wake...with my white clouse and jeans..and when i see the girl..i'll hug her tightly in my arms to let her feel the warm..she just look so cold even before that..with a white and expressionless face..who always put up her hands to try and answer my questions..

everyone has their own story to tell...no matter wad was their face expressions..actually i was quite affected by it and i don really have the hard to listen to the lecture..but no matter wad i still gotta go on..things like tat will always happen..and i jus told one of my classmate bout it..who's oso a teacher..den she said her dad oso just died tt's y she too up this course same time as me so as to feed the family..

today..jaja tooth crack...on course halfway went off to see scientist..gotta do crowning..now pain pain..sigh...it's children's day leh..how come so many things happen..

but as i said....everyone is a child in your parent's eye..so happy children's day no matter how tough life is..

it's really good that i could relax for the week actually..after piaing for my 3 assignments all in one go..this week is my relax week..after tue and wed lesson..thu went to watch the propsal..the very very last day and last one at marina square 9pm..was surprise to see 20+ of them in the theatre..expect very few ppl to watch..

fri..wenjun feet hurt..so meeting with the whole gang was cancelled..i had the chance to go and wat at vivo marche..jaja bought mooncakes for my family..while i bought mooncakes for my frenz..ate until very very full..but was really happy tt i can eat full full after being hungry for the last 2 days of dinner..den we sat down for a while facing the sea and relax..feel so nice..to breathe some fresh air..

sat..went to develop photos at tpy and dabao lunch for jaja in school..i mark until 2pm den go for temple..cab there..some fares really cannot be saved..den played games there...with jiayi..i really had happy time there..always feel recharged after listening to the lecture..will feel happier and won grumble so much..

sun..went to east coast park cycle in the morning..hee..den went to collect photos..and went to liang court sing k..we had a fun and high time destressing..it was really fun..and we to eat eat shop shop..they were all oso very happy..singing tgt and receiving children's day present from xinyu and mooncake from me..too bad wenjun nt free..will try to meet up again at end of nov..

really appreciate my family and frenz and colleagues for being so understanding..tt i was busy..even if u did not do anything..ur presence already make me feel very touched..i feel so much treasured..thanks for ur understanding that i can't always meet up..and not being able to fork out 100% of my energy to both my work and school work..and thanks for helping me out by asking me out for lunch at work..if nt i won even bother to think of having it..for meeting out with me to destress..i've oredi got wad i wanted and i really feel satisfied with my life now..other than not having enough time..

i just want to say THANKS to everyone around me..and
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to everyone..u're always the child of your parents!
HAPPY MID AUTUMN cum LANTERN cum MOONCAKE FESTIVAL to all..remember to view the once a year roundest full moon with your friends and families!

today the teacing of san zi jing mass lecture was a success..the children like it.and the teacers find it good too..^_^